scared

we found this sting ray at bulog island…

am scared right now….and am having a lot of negative thoughts that infects my troubled mind..

its really hard to wait on something i really wanted for my whole life.  i think waiting for this one is harder than being dead.  death is certain and for sure we’ll end up to be one someday .. but what am waiting  is uncertain and i’ve been dying to covet it for years

i already have sleepless nights..

am already pressured…

geezzzz i dont really know.. my heart is pounding that sometimes i have to catch my breath … am hoping for the best.. 🙂